After Emilee’s Passing
Poem – Beauty
POEM…BEAUTY As shutter and lens attempt to put a frame on shape and form It is light and hues allowing Beauty to be worn Once born She naturally seduces the camera’s eye but still does the real question belie How is beauty carried inside the eye (or I)? Is she haughty, flaunty overly proud Or…
Read MoreThe Space – A Poem
The first poem of 2018 A poem that has to do with NOTHING and EVERYTHING And an interesting observation just noted….it is 18 lines for 2018, and 18 is good luck as it means “CHAI” or life in hebrew. So let it be written. So let it be done (Yul Brenner) The Space Silence…
Read MoreThe First Year Without Emilee On The Holidays
I guess between the elves and fairies and some help from the angels, the star is now lit I guess between the elves and fairies and some help from the angels, the star is now lit. So, some words about the struggle whether to put up a tree or not, and whether or not to…
Read MoreA Poem By Gwen Flowers Entitled Grief
A Poem By Gwen Flowers Entitled Grief Grief leaves you changed. It changes, but it never leaves you. I like this poem. I retyped it below in case you have difficulty reading it in the picture. I like it because I feel this. Grief is not something that you “get over”. Yes, it morphs and…
Read MoreQuotes, Sayings, Words To Live By, And An Opinion On Resolutions
I could probably put these things on my wall… Some of them I really really love, and some of them just make me cry. Now, maybe it has to do with my state of emotionally fatigued mind at the moment but, a lot of these could be part of my Ten Commandments of how to…
Read MoreThe Lure Of A Chance To Win
I must discuss why it is, that I can be just like a little psychology lab rat, you know, the ones that are in an enclosure, and they will push a lever to get a pellet of food, and depending on how you reward them with the pellet schedule (every lever push, or every 5…
Read MoreMy Anniversary – Dear Emilee Letter And Poem
Dear Emilee, You will be happy to know that I got you a balloon, and something else too but I will tell you in private. I am just seeing Maryann’s note and that is bringing on tears. Okay…focus….lol…not exactly my forte all the time, but I have gotten better since you are gone. I had…
Read MoreThoughts About My Anniversary Without Emilee
I know this is long… takes more than 10 seconds to read … it Rambles it roams … Welcome to my thoughts … It is my stream of consciousness as I look to the sky and take in the wondrous image of the splashing wake and the gentle rise and fall of the prominent prow,…
Read MoreThe Anniversary Card – Emilee Left Me One For This Year
This is the kind of thoughtful, caring, kind wife that Emilee was. Emilee left me a card for our anniversary for this year for 2017. And, yes, I cheated, I have read it several times, probably more than several, I think I read it for the first time the week after she died, and I…
Read MoreA Million Tiny Kisses – In Memory Of Sandy Hook Families
This is sadly beautiful…and beautifully sad…written and performed by a friend, Liz McNicholl, the anniversary of Sandy Hook is December 17. A Million Tiny Kisses — In memory of the SandyHook Families Written by Liz McNicholl 12/17/2012 There are no words to…
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