Poem “Panic Wave”
April 21, 2017 /
Panic Wave
when dread of the unknown gets a grip and panic washes over:
scared
stomach tightens
whole body tenses
anxiety heightens
breathing shallow
difficult to take a deep breath
start to panic
breathing faster
can’t get out of my skin
no escaping
thoughts of doom and shame
all sense of self-esteem
and confidence shrinking and withering
finally catch one deeper breath
trying to slow my mind
another deeper breath
the panic wave starts to recede
body is beginning to release its rigor
sleep beckons
nmk
Neal Klein
Life After Emilee, on the loss of my wife to pancreatic cancer. I’m not accepting comments right now but please feel free to get in touch via my Contact page.